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Horrible News

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 25, 2008, 12:32 AM
I can't believe it. My great grandma had a massive stroke. She's not doing so well. The doctors think she won't last much longer and even if she does, she'll be in very critical health for the remainder. More than likely, she'll be passing away sometime in the next 24 hours. Could be tonight, could be tomorrow.

This has filled me with unimaginable sorrow. As I look back on my own past, I realize my great grandma, Mom, Grandma, Grandpa, Steve, and one of my uncles all had a huge part in raising me. It's unbearable to lose any of them, whenever one of them dies, my outlook on the world darkens. It's already kind of bleak with the passing of my Grandpa and Steve.

She is starting to do a little better, but that's what happened to grandpa and Steve. They got better than spiraled down to the point of no return. I just got to see. I saw how bad grandma was doing, now I can't sleep.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: From The Wreckage (Mass Effect OST)
  • Reading: My Text
  • Playing: Mass Effect
  • Drinking: Coffee

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  • Interests: Revolvers, Horror films, Metal gear solid 3, Jurassic Park, Venom, The Punisher
  • Favourite movie: The Lost world: Jurassic Park
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  • Favourite artist: H.R. Giger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
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  • Operating System: Dell Laptop (Currently)
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  • Favourite game: Half-Life 2 (Garry's Mod)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Whatever has the games I want.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bender (Futurama)
  • Personal Quote: I don't fear fighting or getting hurt. I fear what my rage is capable of doing if left un
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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 16, 2008, 11:44:58 PM
The only times I'm not "Paranoid" is when I'm at home, at a family members or friends house, or when I'm at a place with a few friends.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 16, 2008, 8:48:25 PM
yes, yes u r.

thats gonna leave a mark. =]

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 16, 2008, 5:08:22 PM
I thought the emoticon you used meant something was wrong. I'm just being paranoid, I guess.

I need to stop (Being Paranoid), but it's served me so well. To Explain: Before, I used to get hit by the bullies at school when I was unprepared. When I started looking around everywhere I go and looking over my shoulder, I was more prepared for any attacks. Besides, I'm not nowhere near paranoid as I'm Making it sound. I guess "Cautious" would be more the word, but I like paranoid better. It makes people THINK you're crazy, nobody bothers anyone when they think they're crazy for fear of what could happen.

The funniest thing was: I was looking over my shoulder, saw someone come after me, ducked down and they hit their hand on the locker. :rofl:

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 16, 2008, 2:51:25 PM
what do you mean?

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 16, 2008, 2:49:06 PM
What's wrong?

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 16, 2008, 12:28:29 PM
*nods*

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~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 16, 2008, 12:28:08 PM
O__.

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 15, 2008, 11:41:24 PM
That's also why I hate the fact that the news and assholes like Jack Thompson are saying they caused people to kill. If they actually did, judging by the amount of games I've played, I'd be a genocidal maniac.

What's really stupid is that Thompson said the killer of Virginia Tech trained off of Counter-Strike. Bull, You cannot learn how to aim properly by pointing and clicking a mouse. Then for the NUI shootings, he again blamed counter-strike but he butchered the game. He called it "Counter Strike Half Life" and said the killer got the idea to wear black from the hero of Counter-Strike. CS Doesn't have a hero (Multi Player game) and no character in the game dresses in all black. The idea to wear black can be taken from 60-75 Percent of all fiction. The killer was crazy, off his meds, and broke up with his girlfriend. Don't worry, though. Jack is getting his, read the wikipedia article on him and find out how the justice system is handling him.

They say that movies are actually MORE likely to be imitated then a game. A game on the other hand, allows you to enact violence in a setting where you can do no actual harm.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 15, 2008, 11:33:20 PM
They say being kicked in the crotch will STILL hurt for a girl as there are still nerve clusters there. It's just highly unlikely that anyone would do so due to the common misconception that it won't hurt.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 15, 2008, 8:46:57 PM
lol. well i can see how its provin. ^^ i too like playing violent games.

dont we all.

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 15, 2008, 8:21:43 PM
No, any anger is usually relieved through violent games (That's proven by scientists that for some reason, it actually has a "calming" effect), hitting a punching bag, working out or when I fight someone. But I have honor, I don't fight unless someone attacks me, I never hit first. (Though people take advantage and try to provoke you then call you a wuss or other nastier names after you don't respond. I'd like to see them talking that shit AFTER they hit me.) I still retain my sense of honor when I fight: I don't hit girls. I find it morally wrong to. It's like a personal promise between myself and my family. (Wow, that's the first time I've been able to accurately explain it.)

Either way I don't stay angry. It's released in SOME way.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 15, 2008, 6:20:28 PM
aw. you cant be all the time.

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 14, 2008, 11:02:49 PM
This usually works but it's easily forgettable: Try typing out "(Joking)" or "(Kidding)" before or after something that could make it seem like you're mad.

As for me, I never have that problem. When I type something out and it seems like I'm mad, I am.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 14, 2008, 6:30:35 PM
nope. ^^ for some reason i get people mixed up like that. they end up thinking im mad or something when im not. i guess its how itype it out. even tho i dont think it sounds maddening. O.o'

lol. but what can you do.

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 14, 2008, 12:01:09 AM
You scared me. I had thought: "Aw hell, I did it again. I unintentionally pissed someone off and they did nothing to deserve it."

That seems to be one of my problems, pissing someone off but not meaning too. That's why I'm usually a loner. That and sometimes someone is playing around acting like they're mad and I think they actually are. That's even MORE common on the internet.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 13, 2008, 11:44:05 PM
i understand. its just funny. ^^ my icon doesnt help really its too broad.lol

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 13, 2008, 8:45:04 PM
Plus, your icon and screen name didn't help. But then, nothing really helps. I've seen users with icons of a guy, but they were girls and the guy was either their boyfriend, their own charace or a game character. I've seen users with Icons of girls but the users were guys and the icons were there for the same reason.

Try not to get offended when someone online does mistake you for a guy. I try incredibly hard to not piss people off. Some people don't remember to check the name or like me, usually go here to pass the time waiting for a game to load. It's a very easy mistake to make.

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"Hey dirtbag, you're a lousy shot. I don't like lousy shots. You wasted a kid... for nothing. Now I think it's time to waste you! "

- Marion "Cobra" Cobretti (Cobra)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 13, 2008, 8:31:52 PM
very true. *nods*

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 13, 2008, 3:44:55 PM
Heh, sorry. ^^; Like I said, I didn't check. The same mistake could be repeated for anyone. I could confuse you for a guy, you could confuse me for a girl. It's the way the internet is.

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"If a brother comes between another brother and his brothers, then that brother is considered a mother..."

- Will Smith (The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 13, 2008, 12:55:35 PM
u thought i was a guy!

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 13, 2008, 12:52:47 PM
Why?

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"If a brother comes between another brother and his brothers, then that brother is considered a mother..."

- Will Smith (The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 13, 2008, 12:47:55 PM
oh wow. that makes me really sad. :[

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 13, 2008, 12:26:10 PM
I didn't know you were a girl. But then, I didn't check your page. ^^;

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"If a brother comes between another brother and his brothers, then that brother is considered a mother..."

- Will Smith (The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air)
~Status-Foe:iconStatus-Foe: Jul 12, 2008, 9:07:12 PM
yeah that would hurt alot. for some reason that makes me think of child birth. urg. im gonna have to go through that when im older. D;

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~Darthvoorhees13:iconDarthvoorhees13: Jul 12, 2008, 1:18:33 PM
I know. Plus, the bastards who do that are taking away from people who NEED the stuff. They can make it to where there is no anesthetic for a patient and he/she has to experience FULL PAIN.

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"If a brother comes between another brother and his brothers, then that brother is considered a mother..."

- Will Smith (The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air)